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I think I’ll get out of here. Where I can run… Blah… This Pink song is my new song. :P Yeah, I know I say that every time she comes out with something new… So what? She’s one of the few artists who I can actually relate to… ::giggle:: which is sad. "Just Like A Pill" I'm lyin' here on the floor where you left me I think I took too much I'm crying here, what have you done? I thought it would be fun Refrain: I can't stay on your life support, there's a shortage in the switch, I can't stay on your morphine, cuz its making me itch I said I tried to call the nurse again but shes being a little bitch, I think I'll get outta here, where I can Chorus: Run just as fast as I can To the middle of nowhere To the middle of my frustrated fears And I swear you're just like a pill Instead of makin' me better, you keep makin' me ill You keep makin' me ill I haven't moved from the spot where you left me This must be a bad trip All of the other pills, they were different Maybe I should get some help Refrain Chorus (2X) Refrain Chorus Blah… but yeah. Dude… yesterday killed me. It was just really emotionally exhausting. Like… you would SO not believe it. Okei… So I’ll start it off. I went to the app with my advisor, and all my school stuff is crapped out so I’ve been dropped from my classes again. Urghness! Frigen-dork-ish-ness-nuts! ER! Newho… Then I went to work and it was pretty crazy. But like… for the last couple hours I did not see a soul. Well… maybe a couple people, but it was pretty dead. So I was like… talking to people on the net. ::gasp:: CONFESSION. Moving on.. Like… this chick that I did not know IM’d me. She got my sn from some other girl that I didn’t know. LOL… so… I’m like trying to figure it out. Then I figure out that she is roommate to one of Owen’s friend’s girlfriends. I never really talk to the guy who is dating this girl, but it’s like… whew. I figured out who these people are. More people from MI! But yeah… it was nice for a bit. Then… like… yeah… we got talking and I got flashbacks, and yeah. Depression! Oh! But Ryi had her baby. She didn’t get a girl like she thought. It worked out though. They named the baby Owen Ryan. Doesn’t that kill? I seriously started bawling when I heard that. Thank God I didn’t get any customers. IT’S RAINING! Anywho… I also got IM’d by Heather.. Strange day Oh! And then I saw Jana at the Chinese restaurant. OMG! She is SO big. Like… I had not seen her since she was about 7 years old. She’s gonna be a freshman in highschool. She’s REALLY pretty too. It kills me. I felt so old! John is a senior in highschool, and Bo is a sevvy… ::big sigh:: I remember when they… they… ::sniffle:: I miss those days… We would always play Sleeping Beauty and I would have to be the prince because I didn’t know that story, and I just played the prince from Snow White… lol And I remember Jana used to absolutely idolize me. I could tell she still remembers me like someone really great, because she was just really calm there with her folks. Then when I went to go talk to them, she realized who I was and looked just really delighted. It made my day… though I was absolutely exasperated at how big she was. Just… Wow. She’s really beautiful. I told Emily to make friends with her this coming year. Just like… sit next to her if they have any classes together. Then Em came over and we were going to stay up all night playing DDR. But we got side tracked. Teehee we went walking to the submarine park. It was pretty to play on the swings under the stars. I also noticed that Emily doesn’t try to impress me. When other people are around she just kinda acts like a monkey for attention. When I’m around she just kinda does whatever. Maybe I just mellow people out. Duh-duh-duh! TO MAKE HORSE JEALOUS We played DDR, Drank frapucino, went on a star lit walk to go ride the swings at the park, came back, put out blankets and just stared up at the stars, we saw tons of shooting stars, drank happy juice (which has some rather strong aphrodisiacs), and went to bed. ::wink wink:: Urg… I just pissed off Trevor, and now he’s bitching that nothing HE ever does is right. Who knows… I will never understand women. They get in a piss fit when you point out the obvious. It’s retarded. Dude! Another one… I’ve been hearing all these songs that Owen used to listen to all day… it’s like… the radio reverted to the stuff from 4 months ago all of a sudden. Neh… Don’t believe me? “this is how you remind me”, “in the end”, “peaches and cream”, and a couple others have been following me all day. >.<;;; I think I’m done for now… So yeah… not a bad day yesterday… just really emotionally exhausting. Bai! ~TK (Horse Said Bai!!!!) lol My bumper sticker reads:
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