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Hrm... I dunno... this is prolly going to be pointless to everyone else but me, but I've been thinking about a lot of things these days. Some important, some just not... yet, I think of them equally as much. So here we go... The first thing is... I think I'm coming to terms with the fact that I am obsessed with language. I was talkin' to Eddie the other night, and he told me that I speak like a singer. I'm still not sure what that meant... But it made me think about how I like to categorize people by how they speak. I can tell geeks, nerds, and readers all apart.. In this aspect I suppose I do stereotype people based on the way they speak. This could be why I can honestly think about it, and say I do not stereotype by apearance or such... But is it equally as bad to do such based on the words coming out of a person's mouth. I know people say different things in front of different people. I might not be giving a person a chance, because I met them in the wrong company. I'm going to have to watch that more, because I really need to make friends with people. This is another thing that is making me a bit concerned. I think I've been acting the same as ever, but all of a sudden, all these people are talking to me and asking to hang out or whatever. I didn't change... but it's kinda weirding me out. I never go to like... say... eat in the cafeteria... I always go alone. I hope I'm not jynxing myself, but I honestly have not ate alone in the last... oh nearly a week. Most of the time I do not even know the names of these people who ask to sit with me. It just seems so strange. Not that I'm complaining, but it's just like weird... People start singing to me when they see me in the halls... CRAZY. Somthing a touch more serious, but still not overly... (it's just inhibitions talking) I really want comments on this, but... Do you guys really know anyone who went chasing their dreams, and succeded? Like... back to back the other day, I heard all these songs about how people's hopes and dreams were changed from what they once were... Like... 5 songs in a row... on 3 different radio stations. It was just like... Wow. Why are we even going to school and trying to get these degrees if we can never fulfil our hopes and aspirations? Is it really worth it? And like... I know I have a bunch of adults who read this too... (like, older adults.) Is there anyone who was able to do what they dreamed of? If not, do you ever second thought it? Do you wish you could go back and change things so it would have happened? I dunno... It was just very discouraging... To think that there's nearly no chance for me to one day be standing on a stage, behind and huge orchestra, and in front of hundreds or even thousands of people... I dunno... it's just sad. Instead, if that doesn't work out... I'll stand behind a piano, in front of a dozen kids. I don't even like kids... I just like music that much... ouf... Oh well. Also... I would like to ask that anyone voting in NM this election will not vote for Richardson, nor Sanchez. Please, vote for Bacon. His record is immaculate and his pollitics are impecable... Anywho.. there's my shout out. Erm... enough of that. I'm gonna go talk to Ty, and then Eddy might call in a little while. See ya' ~TK
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